September 2011
1 post
I feel like crying. I could use a hug.
Sep 8th
October 2010
2 posts
Oct 9th
Oh boy
I didn’t think I’d be this high still after smoking 3 hours ago. But anyways I feel so smart because earelir I just packed a bowl but when I was done I couldn’t smoke yet and I knew I wouldn’t be able to and then I couldn’t figure out why I’d decided to do that until now because I’m painting my nails and knew I’d wanna burn more later but my nails...
Oct 9th
August 2010
1 post
how
did I forget about this blog? well I forgot about a lot of things. I wish I could be selfish
Aug 19th
June 2010
5 posts
Jun 14th
1 tag
Jun 6th
Jun 6th
Jun 6th
errr
I never have time to go on here -.-
Jun 6th
May 2010
26 posts
May 28th
May 27th
1 tag
May 27th
May 27th
asdaksljaf
I fucking hate drug dealers
May 27th
May 27th
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May 19th
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Only Wednesday
and my week has already had it’s huge ups and downs. The only thing I’m looking forward to is popping Molly with the guy I’m talking to tomorrow. I already have 5 capsules and I’m get 7 more today :x
May 19th
May 19th
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May 19th
1,500 notes
wowowow
so I officially lost my best guy friend. 
May 18th
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May 18th
32 notes
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May 18th
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May 17th
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May 17th
Listencoffeeandgrapes: Kid Cudi- Pursuit of Happiness...
May 17th
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May 17th
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May 17th
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May 9th
May 9th
48 notes
basically
this is my private blog so my friends don’t know what’s really going on and I can be more open.  what’s been going on lately in my mind this guy :) drugs  losing weight and not gaining it back this time that guy drugs how to get money shit  lots of retail therapy school
May 9th
April 2010
5 posts
Apr 22nd
I don’t usually feel like this often but I just want to go back to the age when nothing mattered. I could eat whatever I want without the guilt. No I’m forced to be fucking vegan. I care to much about my appearance and create unrealistic goals for myself. I’ll never have naturally thick long and flowing hair like I did when I was younger. I’ll never be as tiny as I was when...
Apr 17th
I don't
feel as if I have a best friend anymore
Apr 17th
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Apr 13th
March 2010
21 posts
I have a void that needs to be filled.
Except, I always tell myself, you must love yourself before you can love someone else.
Mar 30th
Mar 29th
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Mar 29th
Shit fuck dicks
I don’t even need to eat. Especially not with these hiccups. Grr. My stomach is killing me. I need to run. Sometimes when I’m running I feel like I can’t stop and I just keep going like I’m running through life and nothing matters as long as I just keep going until whatever I need to get over with is done. That makes no fucking sense. What the fuck, why’d my sister...
Mar 25th
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Mar 23rd
Mar 23rd
1 tag
Mar 22nd
:DD
89.5 pounds Fuck yea progress! 
Mar 20th
Mar 20th
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1 tag
Mar 17th
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